Rainbows And Hurricanes.

Uhm, for my recent birthday, I wanted to donate blood, and I was beyond excited! What better way to celebrate having completed another year of life than to give life instead! And since children are gross, I refuse to have any so the next best thing is to donate blood. I eagerly made the appointment for 4:15 on a Wednesday afternoon, just to be denied because I’m anemic. My heart was broken. But as life has it, I was given the chance to make a difference in another persons life after-all! Because after 4 years of being a slacker, I finally decided to get my state ID. And on the form I checked the box saying that I’m a organ donor! I’ve heard that that’s a terrible idea because lets say that I get in an accident, then they’ll probably let me die because they can use my organs for the 10,000 New York City-ers on the waiting list for organs. But let us not think of that. I  am happy with my decision.

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being the middle child has to be the worst thing in the world. You’re too young to hang with the older siblings, and too old to want to be bothered with the younger siblings. This is the story of my life. But you want to know what’s even worse than that? Sharing a bedroom with your sister is is 8 years your junior. 8 YEARS. every time I think about this, I don’t want to come home from college. And now my mother is talking about getting an apartment that only has 2 bedrooms. Someone please shoot me in the face.

I just want to talk to you.

Well first of all, Happy Holidays! For whatever you celebrate or don’t, I hope it’s been great. Now back to the point of me coming on this website. All my holidays are the same. First of all, I’m Christian so I celebrate Christmas and all of that. Every year my family has a Christmas dinner where the entire part of my mothers side of the family comes together and stuff. Except now that we’re getting older, all my cousins bring their significant others and I’m left being the single girl. I’m not saying that it’s terrible to be alone, but it really blows when it’s around the holidays. For instance, I’ve never been with anyone on Valentines day. I’m definitely not bitter though. Because there’s those people who just hate Valentines because they’re lonely shrews, but I actually think it’s a cute date. So all I’m saying is that it’s annoying being the only person at a family get together without someone too canoodle against. IDK

There’s this one person with whom I cannot have a decent conversation with. Ever. The reason for this is because we can get into an argument about EVERY THING. And when I say EVERY THING, I mean EVERY THING. Just today, we were talking about marriages and why he thinks they suck. His reason? The Real Housewives of blahblah and Bridezillas. -___-. As if that’s even a valid argument. Then we were about to get into it about religion when I had to end the conversation because I wasn’t in the mood for a headache. Last night, and by last night I mean 5 am today, we were talking about being special. I told him he wasn’t and he said ‘F*ck you’. Then we got into an argument about which was worse, saying you’re not special or damning a person. Obviously it’s dropping the F bomb. IDK what his deal is. He just loves making me hate him, I suppose.

Starry Eyed - Ellie Goulding

Fix a Heart - Demi Lovato

Love Me - Kelly Clarkson

You da One/Talk that Talk/Watch and Learn - Rihanna

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